I've been meaning to do this for quite some time now, and I've finally made my videoo! Yipee!
At first I was scared to really make one considering the many vloggers out there who you are more recognized to and they themselves now are 'public figures', sorta. So anyways, I've made this one for those who've asked me or came up to me in my room or wherever(alot at college la).
This look is inspired by,..well, I don't really know. haha! A bit of this and that there, and voalah! I made it my own, I guess. However, there are some steps of this style that you may find other vloggers "doing" too. But that's just it you know. The world is pretty small.
So, you can pretty much catch me wearing this style back at UM or PASUM or just the RC areas and so on so forth. It's the easiest look!
Plus, it's not too messy like some you've witnessed others kan? #perasanbetul
Since yesterday, our family meme dok bole duduk diye *kelantanese accent tak jadi*.
And I guess it isn't too late for me to wish a Happy Aidiladha to all Muslims, may Allah cherish your coming years with His Love and Blessings (:
Today mom dengan berjaya dan alhamdulillah-nye, berjaya mengendalikan Majlis Khatam al-Quran for my sister, Adrina. She said that this was something she wanted to do since, err. dah lama lah dia plan :) lol. So, syukur hari ni terlaksana juga. hew hew. Bak kata Mummy,
" Dulu, ibu takde nye dapat macam ni. So, Alhamdulillah lah dapat buat for your sister"
Today's majlis involved lots and lotsa foooooddd :)
mom and her friends, our neighbors pun.
Yeah, it's like everybody loves Raymond. except,...there's no Raymond. #tahell?
No, actually semalam lagi lah memenatkan. I was on a "masak, kemas, then masak lagi, kemas lagi" basis. Couldn't complain I guess, balik rumah pung sekali sekala meh (: And, yeah I know I'm supposed to be posting that macaroon recipe-which I will, not just yet-that some people have requested. Therefore, I apologize. There were some "technical" problems.
Le new style le me wear, currently. Don't ask by who, I created it. Aku main lilit, pusing-pusing dan pin sendiri.
and, VOALAH!
let me know what you think?
*tweeting is much more efficient than wall-ing me, thanks muachs!
I know we haven't been in contact, like, thoroughly due to both of our busy schedules and truthfully,
I feel sad about it :( tapi biasalah, nak SPM lagi hardcore maa, awak tu kena jaga diri elok" nak exam ni, never think that at this point, nothing is worth doing. Everything is, really. Although it might sound corny and all that I'm wishing you like this, I still hope that you do remember me at times ( lol ) and it puts me at ease knowing that someone else is there with you dekat oh Semesta SBT tuu. hew hew.
So happy 17th dear Raz Iskandar Hakim, I hope even with your temporary 'occupation', you still would have the time to sit back and enjoy your special day :) All the best with your exam, or trials. I miss ya, hope to see you soon!
:)
So, some might wonder where I've been hibernating for this past almost-a-month, and..some might not even care. but whatever. Heck yeah, I've been busy. Today was our second last paper, Microeconomics.
God Only knows the relief!
Yet again, there are still stressing matters that well, when I think about it freaks me out. This applies to from before our Final Exam week began until now -because;
1) I had my Final Project to complete.
During this 3-week period, I think I almost went bald. yes, botak! banyak betul dugaan U__U
The task was to make an animation- hand drawn! phew, if I were DaVinci that would be lemon squeezy. However, I live in my sad sad world, reality. #sigh
So this was my very,very first animation video and as you can clearly witness, tak matang kan?
I mean in terms of editing and shots lah whatnot. How was I to know we were to be tasked to do something that involves taking 300 shots of our own drawings? kalau tsha tahu, ada lah rasa nak bawak stand kann. sigh again.
Alhamdulillah, although I wasn't granted any awards that night or dapat title Best Animation, I was nominated for the 6 best drawings. hee :) That paid off, I guess since this project took me 2 frickin and arsh-biting days to complete. bajet tak? hik hik *nada gedik*
2) I had my Architectural Drafting papers to redo.
Redo means to re-do the assignment, yg mana my papers were (almost all) B+, officially sad. #sobs
And I guess it was our luck that my group punya lecturer returned our assignments last minute, and there were TWELVE papers in all. Two Fridays in a row I didn't sleep sebab nak siapkan kerja and on the third friday I could only manage 3hours. plus I had this:
Extra assignments, kena buat free-hand. I tak pakai ruler yeuw, ni pung main hantam saja la. Lecturer cakap, just "copy". hmmm, :) scale tarak, apa tarak. belasah jela. Aku ikut sejibik-sejibik kertas brief tu. hew hew.
And to top it all off, tomorrow I have to submit all my assignments in one giant A2 portfolio. and we're binding it this afternoon -__- which means, malam ni maybe tak tidur lagi sebab nak kena decorate the portfolio pulak. #sigh
It is her birthday today, and so I texted this to her first thing :) nak call karang mcm nak makan penampaq pulak call orang malam" buta -__- so, I made effort so that she'd read it first thing in the morning before she logs into facebook (which I've already posted on her wall as well hehe, mind you).
Please excuse my non-Shakespeare-ness because I am only able to write simple corny poems which sincerely, comes from my heart :)
Salam,
Dear mother.
It's your birthday and I just want to say,
That it is through my everyday until today
I pray so that He hears what you wish for
When you blow those candles away,
That He forgives you for the mistakes you've once made.
That He cherishes His love for you & all
That surrounds you through your decades,
That the doors of Jannah are always wide open
For you to enter as you may,
That every word you say
Provides guidance when I'm lead astray,
That your wajhah gives me inner peace
When I lose my way,
And that your voice summons harmony when
My skies are grey.
Just hold on dear mum,
For the trials will help you gain strength and on that Day,
You would have come to know that you had
The power;
The power to fight through concrete barriers all day.
To withstand our wrongs and silliness,
To endure the pain of any I've caused you to feel.
Happy anniversary dearest mum;
An endlessly working superhuman,
A hero,
A cure to the sick,
A model to most entitled son or daughter,
A beating heart to anyone else whom celebrates and embraces
along with appreciation of the love and care they've been sprayed with since,
Harlo, this entry is for the guys out there with those cheesy pick-up lines (because my friend just recently was haunted by a guy who's friggin into her and he tells the whole world about it). eh, no. Cross that, this is for the guys out there with the wrong moves.
Moves That Aren't Like Jagger
When you like her, you straight away make a move and because your moves are so not like Jagger, you will fail, so to receive the absolute "depressing & sad" response.
When you like her, you tell the gooddamn world so (refer above), this only adds to the virtual distance between you and her and getting together. kesian.
When you like her, you act all 'cool' and 'macho' in front of her,
Yet behind some girls' backs you talk crap and disses her/them like crazayy.
When you like her, you talk about every single awwwsum thing about you to impress her and she ain't even carin. lol.
When you like her, you like someone else too.
You like her, but your ego is bigger than your bootay =,=
When you like her, you like all her facebook photos by giving "interesting" comments i.e.
# u so kiut lah!
#heyyy prettay, wanna get jiggy wit meh?
#aww, u went to Giant and tak ajak I? mewajuwk lawhh :(
maigad.
These are only the few things I notice, there are more. just bear in mind yah? ;)
Berkurun sudah daku meninggalkan kau, and there are several reasons to that. However, I find that it isn't necessary to say how so. So, without further adue let us move on <-- what the crap.
I am currently working on my final project for this semester which cuts 40 marks from my entire "portfolio" nanti which furthermore is hand-in required in order for me to bust myself into the design group. Please oh please, God help me out :S
I see no future for me IF (may it be true not *Shakespeare tone) I had been put into the non-design group as I would kill the ducks and cats here at 12th college if I must considering the fact that I would have to face new courses accounting Principles of Accounting, Laws and yedda yedda. Therefore, pleasee dear oh darling readers of mine. Thy prayers shall be of big assistance and gratitude :) end of Shakespeare tone. smiley face.
My storyboard got a good review so far, from tutor "Razman-husband-of-actress-Nadiyatul"
I know, how cool is that? the actress part lah =="
The title for this post is actually, or simply my main point is:
Don't Hate Your Ex-bf and His Current Ehem
Separation is a natural or lumrah matter. Setiap yang datang itu akan pergi, setiap yang pergi itu akan kembali semula. Okay, maybe the second part of the phrase sounds a bit off but you know what I mean. AND setiap yang hidup itu akan mati. So from this, different people tend to interpret it differently. From how I see it, yang "hidup" itu tak semestinya a living thing, however it is still a noun. Yang "hidup" itu does not directly or necessarily refer to human beings, plants nor animals. Relationships are also "living" things, and so when it dies tak patutlah awak nak menangis macam org gila hobo mana entah because that would be entirely inappropriate.
Anywhoo, if you do experience a tragic breakup- let me tell you girlfriend,
C.H.I.L.L. seriously, cool it.
Don't cry tremendously (cuz your face will look totally buruk, trust me. cuz I do) and that there are another 3,248,080,000 males you can smile to :) hee. nampak macam I ni factual tak? BLEEHHHhehehe. bajet je tu, tp betul lah. It is that number approximately that males cover up from the entire population of the world. But if you have that special someone currently, just cherish the lurrrveee. cehh, mehehe ^^ and don't argue over silly things. However if you do, don't dwell. You'll look back to think that it was something really stupid to fight about, trust mehh :)
Kenapa perlunya seseorang girl itu membenci tak suka yang amat amat amat sangat ex-boyfie dy? okay, the other way around memang lah ada, but I'm only scoping on the female side rite now. I don't mean that I hate my ex-boyfie cuz I really don't. but it's common that I see this as a typical after-break-up erm, thing.
Kammon lah gerlpren, don't be like that maa. I mean, what EXACTLY did he do to make you hate him so much? He killed your mom? your cat? no lemme guess, he broke your nail!?
You see, to hate him after your seperation only portrays how an amateur you are, tak matang. If it's ended, then move on.
FORGIVE AND FORGET.
One thing of which not many people truly understand is the term forgive.
To forgive doesn't mean you're asking for him to come back crawling to you and ask for a second chance. No, wrong sangat. Forgiving is not that you accept all that he did wrong to you and let him go by just like that.
To forgive is to put everything that's happened behind and just keep moving forward. end.
-sources: The Oprah Winfrey Show-
Another typical Malay problem (among teens especially), the girl, yg dah kena dump tu;
tak puas hati dgn ex-bf and then ada jugak yang
pergi benci sekali present girlfriend si ex-nye tu. ya ALLAH.
Maigad nyah, please don't okay?. I think the easiest way to just "let it go" is to try to be a teeeeeeny bit more empathetic. really, would YOU want something like that happening to you? kau baru dgn seorg guy ni, and out of the blue his ex-girlfriend frickin hates you. Imagine yourself going through that! -__-
End of the world? haha. no, try not to be like that kay darling-darlings out there? Sebagai club-member "Kaum Hawa", don't lower your self-value down as well as along with the rest of the club members' self-values sekali. Look in the mirror, and re-think the benefits of you doing so to others? Ada ke faedah kau nak benci-membenci orang lain? Let me give a hint: NO. k, taa.
Alhamdulillah, syukur dengan nikmat-Nya I made it through a whole 29 days of fasting (ceh padahal konpem konpem tak sampai pung 29 hari tu -__-) and now it's Syawal baby! weweeweeee! :D :D
Two years we didn't celebrate Eidulfitri with the rest of our cousins, uncles and aunts but tahun ni dapat! Ye, saya tahu ni dah raya ke-brape dah? err.,but that only proves more how we cucu-cucu kedua" arwah Hj Mohd. Ali dan Hj Shaharan know how to rock on raya! hew hew.
No actually, tak pun. kami raya bersederhana. orang lain pulak yg kata kami "raya sakan".
sakan sangat kah? nehhh.
okay maybe yg ni SIKIT lah, I just had to jump on the mini trampoline with acap jugak! ^_^
Personally, I think 2011 is one raya where we don't sakan-sakan beraya when compared to all the other past-years celebrations lah. How we raya; sehari ada lah nak dekat 10 buah rumah kitorg mengunjung. Ini serious okay, meme ada nak sampai sepulo maa. apatah lagi raya dekat Rembau, or Kuala Pilah tu. mak ai nyah, ado sangat mato ekau songkang smpai 3-4 pagi eh! den tak tipu!
-gambar contoh-
Dah, so now my parents dah balik bumi kenyalang balik and I'm left all aloooooooooonnnnee :(
undeniably, forever alone lah kau ni tasha.
face it.
and I had a great time at last night's BBQ, thanks dear ♥ right! kita lupa nak bergambar. AGAIN == haww, gambar raya takde :'(
