Hear me talk!

Salam :) 

SO, I made this tutorial some time ago. It is in fact the very first tutorial that I happen to speak in, just a trial. Questions? Tweet me @ULTRANATASHA! 

Hibernation

Salam :)

Have you ever felt like there comes the era or period of time when you just need or want to block yourself out from the entire world? Like sleeping in under the covers, not talking to anyone, having the house to yourself during Fall (wth does this relate to?) is the only good thing to do. Well, that's how I felt. It literally felt as if you wanted everyone else to disappear and let the whole planet be yours and yours alone. Like there wasn't anyone who you felt you needed to rely on or be comfortable with because being alone meant 

1.  No people
2. Therefore, no problem

Pfssh, yeah. Too bad we're only human and that God created us to live in pairs or in communities. Because that's just how things work. I guess I've come out of my "hibernation" and ready to face the world again. And hopefully this time, the winter comes in later. Better yet, don't come at all.

*Brace yourself, this'll be a long one*

Salam (:

    Normally, you would see millions of other bloggers writing on their pages,

"sorry, I haven't been updating my blog for so long...It's so berhabuk and bersawang...I know you all have been dying to read my posts and stuff, but I've been extra extra busy bla bla bla...."

Yeah, well. Guess what I won't be doing that. Because for one, I am not sorry :) 

It's been a month (or so) since I graduated my so-called "local A-level" (perasan kejap) a.k.a foundation studies a.k.a matriculation a.k.a you get the point. And no, I haven't satisfied myself with lying around the house doing nothing and sleeping and doing nothing again and, well to cut it short I've been wasting time these past weeks. But so far it's been great! 

When you've been pulun-ing yourself for almost-a-year with not sleeping at least one day a week, I'd say loitering around the house and being a sloth is a good reward for myself. And frankly, I think I have accepted the fact that my life from now on will be...er, nothing but working on projects and trying to ace my papers. I think. Nerd much? Yeah. 

I'd have to say my time at PASUM had been nothing but a ride which I had clearly enjoyed because

1) It's not school

2) It's better than school

3) I was free like a biiiiirrrrrrdddddddddd !

4) Friends were A.W.E.S.O.M.E. Enough said.

5) I can't find further description to how much I enjoyed it. 

For someone who finds living in a boarding school with their parents living across seas stressful, going to college was 

HEA-VEN!

One reason would be the previous-two posts ago, an outing with friends -without parents(sorry mom if you're reading this hehe). Not because I felt rebellious or anything, but I finally felt adult enough to take care of myself without being chaperoned. Having all-female siblings, I guess to let me out was pretty hard on le parents. Or maybe they're afraid to see me so-called already grown up and all. Parents, they're just looking out for us you know.

****

My cousin wanted to ask me the other day something regarding college or matriculation and I couldn't really help her out and I still feel bad. Rational? 

This.

PROJECT 2

PROJECT 3

PROJECT 4

FINAL PROJECT

 I won't be explaining this any further or else I'd have to write a novel. Pffsh, my long lost dream.

So dear readers (if there are any left out there),

Hello. Again.

;)

Qada' Solat Sebab Haid

Salam (: 

I know. Boleh tahan jugak kan tasha nak post topik sebegini,

 hihu hihu

 (try laughing like this in literal, agak bangang jugak tapi fun!)

Anyway, topik ini merupakan satu agenda yang mana telah lama aku acknowledge tetapi tak pernah sempat wa nak share dekat uollz. hihu hihu, mintak maap.

So, pernah kah anda haid? Scratch, soalan bangang. 

Pernahkah anda tidak sempat mengerjakan solat fardhu disebabkan datangnya haid? 

Baru betul.

Meaning:

Lu tengah lepak, tengok tv sambil meraban dengan keropok lekor bawah dagu dan tiba-tiba terdengarnya seruan azan. (Allahuakbar, allahuakbar) Dan disebabkan sos pencecah terlalu lah amat sedap sekalinye, maklum lah impot teghus dari Ganu yeuw, Lu pun sambung lah makan sampai habis sekuali digorengnya keropok-keropok tersebut. Calories consumption pun bertambah berjuta, hihu hihu.

Lepas tu mak suruh basuh pinggan kuali mangkuk sudu senduk dan segala angkatan masakan yang lain. Lu pun dengan happy nye, scrub-a-dub-dub guna axion sebotol. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah sejam berlalu. 

Pruut pruuuuuuuut!

Sakit perut. Lu makan macam tenuk, banyak sangat keropok lekor. Penyu Ganu pun kagum. Sprint pulak tak nak kalah Hussein Bolt ke mangkuk tandas and...

Jeng jeng jeng!

Wall endometrium Lu dah pecah bro. Wattudu. Lu pun;

"Alamak, p***** lah. Tak boleh sembahyang. hikhok hikhok"  

Dengan senang hati nye, Lu pergi Kotez-hunting. Dah jumpa, Lu keluar deting pulok doh. Maklum, boipreng ada Cayenne kan. Huh. Okay sampai sini je Lu punya storyline. 

(note: Lu ialah nama orang. Lu Trase-Kew)

Explanation:

Datangnya haid lu selepas berkumandangnya azan. And due to procrastination, lu tak sempat nak menunaikan solat fardhu 'X'. Therefore, ini yang dikatakan perlunya qada solat wahai keturunan Hawa sekalian (: 

In other words, bila lu dah tak sempat nak sembahyang because of lu punya menstrual, lu kira tinggal waktu lah :O *oh no* 

OH YES! 

I know, the guilt hunts you down bro, it hunts you down. With a strong hold of lu punya iiman of course (: So I hope, this little cerekarama dapat menyampaikan "sesuatu" pada uollz, hihu hihu. Segala kekurangan harap dimaafkan, just thought of making this post fun. Aku tak boleh serious +___+ 

Peace & Love.

How-To-Make: Sambalised Durian

Salam :) 

In other words, how to make Sambal Tempoyak :D

I've always loved spicy food, literally since kecik-kecik dulu. And lately I can't quite figure out why my tongue has problems when it comes to eating pedas dishes. I just can't taste them. 

There are no tastebuds for pedas, are there? Hmm.

Anyway, the steps are veghy ze veghy eezy, yeuw vill have non pghoblemz. Unless, you're an ultra-kitchen noob, that is. But that's okay. If you love Malaysian food as much as I do, you'll be able to do these next easy-peasy steps!

Ingredients:

Bawang putih, garlic

Bawang merah, red onions

Ikan bilis, anchovies

Cili (sp. optional), chillies

Tempoyak

Minyak masak, cooking oil

Now, shall vi starght? 

Step #1: 

• Take out the first four ingredients in the list above from your storing aid.

Step #2:

• Silalah kupas bawang-bawang anda sehingga togel (bukan bogel). Peel both garlic & red onions. Berapa banyak: I can't say. Because it depends on how much you plan to make! 
• I just went with 3/4 of a red onion, and half selabu bawang putih.

Step #3:

• Put on your cycling sunglasses and take a handkerchief.
• Ikatkan sapu tangan ke hidung.

Step #4:

• Masukkan cili (cili merah ke hijau ke, hidup ke, mati ke berapi ke, up to you), bawang putih, bawang merah serta ikan bilis ke dalam mangkuk yang diperbuat daripada batu. Chillies, garlic, red onions & anchovies inside the stone-bowl. I am proud of my english-malay translation abilities. Eh.
• Tumbuk dengan lesung yang juga diperbuat daripada batu (optional: sehingga lunyai). Punch the ingredients together.

Step #5:

• Leave your hasil tumbukan for a sec, and keluarkan se-kuali frying pan. Take out your frying pan please.
• Drop in merely 3 spoons of cooking oil, panaskan. Heat ze oil.

Step #6:

• Masukkan hasil tumbukan anda sebentar tadi ke dalam kuali yang berisi minyak serta telah dipanaskan!

• "Disturb" the ingredients sehingga bau naik. (I'm sorry I don't know how to explain this step any further)
• Kacau sampai kering (: 

Step #7:

 These are mom-made-Tempoyak, you know :P

• Once ze smell is up, campakkan tempoyak ke dalam kuali. Like in ze peekcherz above -_-
• Silalah gaul sehingga rata. 

Tips! Dalam proses menggaul, if the tempoyak and sambal bergumpal-gumpal, it means you've officially made it *smug face* 

Step #8:

• Keluarkan your now-done SAMBAL TEMPOYAK! Congratulations, for making it this far. Huh. *claps*

So, that's basically it! Senang, kan? Apologies because I wasn't able to take more photos of the cooking process to make it easier for you peepowlz because it was just that spontaneous :/

Anyway, selamat berselera!

Best 3-day weekend & Tips!

Salam :) Salam sejahtera, salam Satu Malaysia, salam tahun baru, salam bahagia (you may add some more if you wish).

I had one of the best weekends the past 3 days(or so). End. Fin.
*****

Saturday 31.12.11:

NO CLASS, hurrah!

     Although I "planned" the whole day through, everything was pretty much spontaneous. I met Hussein for the first time, whom turns out is my roomie's ex-classmate back in Primary.

Small world, small world.

He has pretty eyes. eh, kantoi. And he still owes me my Tutti Frutti which was pretty much the only reason supposedly that we hung out. Midvalley as well as The Gardens je loser sikit, for they don't have Tutti :(

Sunday 1.1.12:

     New Year,  a great day too! I'm blessed, therefore thankful :)

met my little Izleen, muachs muachs!

reunion with me other team-mates! I was their junior bah, good times good times (:

and then there're my junior, my angels (according to Farris). lewls.

So, here is Farris- Le mentor through my debating "years". 

He says he's engaged now and expected to marry le beloved in two years time?! uhuk uhuk!

We celebrated Hazim, whom is to fly to Germany in several hours *sobs*.

Wiz some Fudge & Cream ! ..or is it Cream & Fudge?

Noun: What's Up Cherry? *very le recommended

Noun: Apple Crumble *le highly recommended!

Although we ate the most of 'em, thanks & sayonara Hazim.

Don't worry, the team's memories with you have already been carved.

Monday 2.1.12:

    Ze Bghoga Heel iz ze sagzesfooli climbed. translation: Bukit Broga berjaya ditawan. phew.

Or bak kata Aisyah: Bukit Be-roga. Hmm.

This was my first official outing with friends, and I don't mean outing yang macam zaman sekolah berasrama penuh dulu ye. Pergi outing melantak KFC bagai nak rak. Eekkk!

Tentatives (plus Tips!) :

0315: We set out early in the morning heading towards Semenyih. 

          Rational: Supaya kalau sesat, takdelah terlajak sangat daripada jadual. 

          Tips: Make sure minyak isi awal-awal, takde lah tergaban & that you know the way.

We got lost, lewls. Ye, saya mengaku salah belok simpang -_-

0500: Arrived at destination.

          Tips: Sediakan RM 2 as entrance fee. I know, ada pulak kan. Well, that's business!

                   Carry torchlights. or simply handphone with light-source application. 

          Rational: Gelap weh tengah-tengah ladang kelapa sawit tu.

Just to show how dark it was.

Model: Aisyah.

          Tips: Pack lightly & bring a hat!

          Rational: The climb is pretty rough, lotsa holes and slippery slopes. LOL,

                          the hat part is because it get s really windy up there.

0515: Start mendaki.

          Tips: Jangan bising, or galak, or over, or terlebih excited, or bongkak.

          Rational: Makhluk ghaib ada di mana-mana pun :) sengih. sengih.

Models: Umair, Syafriz & HY

          Tips: Baca doa sebelum mendaki.

          Rational: Semoga Allah melindungi perjalanan you, dijauhkan sebarang kemalangan & whatnot.

          Tips: In the dark, there's not much you can see. Er, duhh! So, careful with your steps.

                  Jangan nak bijak sangat pakai selipar, aku lempar muka lu kang baru tahu?

                  Tahu nak panjat bukit, pakai lah kasut yang bersesuaian.

          Rational: Takut tergelincir, pecah gigi, patah gusi, bibir tersadung 

                         dan eetisi eetisi. ehem, etc.

Nevermind the dust flying about, huh.

0545: Arrived at first stage "landmark". 

          Just kidding, I don't know what time kitorg sampai atas tu. But it was before 6am.

View from the "first" top.

        

          Tips: Pack on plenty of water and cloth of some sort.

          Rational: Seronok, seronok juga. Sembahyang subuh jangan lupa! Water = wudhu'.

0630: Subuh prayer. Alhamdulillah.

          Tips: Bring a compass. Nevermind, guna app dalam smartphone awak tu sudah.

                   If I'm not mistaken it's called the Qiblah Compass.

          Rational: Tahu kah anda bagaimana hendak menentukan arah qiblat tanpa bantuan bintang?

          Tips: Sembahyang lah dengan modest. Choose a sensible corner of the "stage".

                  Jangan lupa letak beg di hadapan tempat sujud.

          Rational: Orang lalu lalang time ni banyak. Orang buat opera-katak lagi banyak 

                          Kumbaya bagai -_-

Sorry cukie, I found "inner peace" just from watching you guys perform the solah :) 

0645: Le preparation. Bring out your "tools" bebeh.

         Rational: You wouldn't wanna miss recording the jakun-ness on your friends' faces!

Model: Aisyah. Multi-talented artist/photographer. eh?

Model: El Bieber Dollah, multi-tasker: Photographer/model, lewls.

          Tips: Bawak spaghetti ke, lasagna ke, beef/lamb steak dan yang seangkatan dengannya.

          Rational: You'll be hungry like faaagh! haha, well just a suggestion. HIHI

Model: Candid & anonymous, Sya-syafriz

0705: (not sure about the timing, le me was bizzay) Dawn.

          Tips: MOST IMPORTANT, bring a camera. Patutnya ni habaq awai-awai, hew hew.

          Rational: You'll witness one of God's most beautiful creation, sunrise.

          Tips: Time ni nak jakun/batak takpe :)  It really was that awe-striking!

Model/s: Let this remain unknown.

This was downhill. Apa lagi, mari menggelongsor ! ~(^_^)~

There were more than 3 "stages" of the whole climb. That, you'll have to go explore for yourself. Although, one thing I can tell you- the smell of your sweat bawah ketiak tu was worth it. eh?

Bit too literal, ey?  lewls. Model: Cukie

And the timeline continues. Suka hati korang lah nak berbatak di atas sana bersama camera tercinta untuk sekian berapa lama. Tiada halangan bagi mu. Namun, haruslah anda bertahan sebab dah siang-siang tu panas woi!

I know what you'd say, ain't my face just that panoramic? Eh.

Model: Alidi 

Model: Various as well as foreign.

*****

Thanks guys, may Allah bless you for making my weekend a hell of an amazing  & memorable one.

muachs muachs!

Pashmina's&Pins: For my lovelees

Salam :)

     I made this video in dedication to my two little sweethearts (although, in physical reality I'm much more...err, petite). Because one of them called to ask me over the phone, I felt that this video is the least I could do for her. So yes Nadia, I'm very sorry I haven't been responding to your calls or texts. Call me a jerk too if you wish. I deserve it. And as much as you might think that I am avoiding you, I am not U__U please believe me?

We really are that busy here at PASUM. I just wish I could make it up to you. This goes the same to you too Nur Izleen! :) I love you two dearly and hope you girlies enjoy this video :) hugs&kisses.

Commento plish?

Noob of the Day

Salam :)

Today was perfectly disastrous, tiring, NOOB-Y however fortunately satisfying. I slept at nearly 2am last night to complete my project report; and as if you can't already guess, no of course it's not done, yayerz -_-  So stressed out that these past few days (more to few weeks) I've been having a mental breakdown which eventually went physical. No, I didn't scar myself with a kitchen knife okay, aku takde lah jahil sebegitu bhai. I  only cried. puih. 

Loser, much?

***

Tentative of Noobness:

1. During Chemistry lab today, I was careless enough to break a measuring cylinder even before the apparatus were set up.

2. I couldn't reach the end point. My solution inside the conical flask seemed forever-colorless. Turns out, I mixed in two completely different solutions which both were acids, HCl and CH3COOH.

3. I was all 'into-it' when pouring the Acetic acid into one of the test-tubes and when it plopped in, some splashed drops on my face. I thought my skin would've come out but then someone reminded that it was only weak acid.

4. Once the experiments were safely done and I was cleaning out the test-tubes, mixtures of two different solutions (don't know which, though) let off something pungent which I inhaled- unprepared - I nearly smacked my head against the table from nearly fainting. Okay, exaggeration. Still, it wasn't funny.

5. I had to take away my lunch and eat it upstairs. With great confidence (I spoke loud enough), I said,

 "Bang, Nasi Mambang satu! Bungkus!"

This made the person next to me turn her head 180 degrees and asked, "Nasi apa?" 
Looking at her face mockery all over it, I looked over to the menu,

Nasi Ambang Batu Pahat RM3.50

And you can pretty much guess what happened next.

HOWEVUGH,

This morning's lecture lasted merely 2 hours. Typical, half the class went to visit Peter in Never-Never Land. As soon as she decided to end the lecture, Dr Fatimah called out a few names; moi, included! 

Ahamdulillah, 

because I did well enough for my Economics paper last semester's final exam, our lecturer was too generous that each of the five of us received "senaskhah" Al Qurranulkarim :)

This made my day.

Maybe It's Just Me.

Salam :) 

   So I've been thinking, is it true when they say if you dream about someone in particular, the person actually misses you? #kononfakta And is it believable that love between human beings actually exist? #Ireallydontknow. Well not anymore, that is. Yeah, it's that time of life where I tend to reminisce - a lot - about my life. It's the time where I frequently think about (unnecessary, maybe?) things that secretly, it's tearing me down into pieces. We all go through that, don't we? Or maybe it's just me -_- I don't know. I feel like such a loser for feeling so.

The other day I planned on visiting my best friend who currently is doing her CAT at UITM Shah Alam. Hell yeah, I was excited. But then,

Things never work out these days, do they? 

Or maybe it's just me -_-

   Turned out, her mom came to visit the day I initially thought would be my best. I had to cancel it all. Seeing that she felt guilty, I felt even worse. For making one of the most important person to me feeling bad for herself, especially when you've known each other for more than half a decade. To me, that's an accomplishment :) Don't know about you ladies though, but I think having that one special friend instead of a whole frickin "possie" is a lot more helpful in times of you feeling like crap the whole time.

   Forgetting all the crap I've written in the above, I just got my final results yesterday! 

*note the not-so-happy tone* 

I'm not being ungrateful, because truly that is not the case. I'm just saying that maybe I was either feeling a tad bit overconfident or I simply thought that I should've gotten better outcome. I don't know. I was a bit too upset seeing those around me scoring four-point-oh's and me, well. I didn't. At first, they were understanding about it and tried not to rub it in other's faces, but just moments after that I felt like I was just as secluded. Again, it might've just been me -_-

But that's okay :) 

I'm trying to be happy with myself, and alhamdulillah someone really did help me overcome the sh*tty feeling. Thanks Kak Yana(again, lol), because you've opened my eyes and heart again to a world I sometimes feel like I don't really belong to; and of course to others who tried, lol. and Dad who always made me feel better after a phone call. For now, I'm wondering about this other person who so far, I've dedicated a lot of my time and feelings for and well, the message is:

Where are you?

And why do I feel like you're not really there ?

Or maybe it's just me -_-

December.

Salam :) 

I now realize that my previous posts were highly loaded with amateur contents and for that, I am ashamed of myself. Thus, this triggers me to be the mature person I really am. er, *heh heh heh?
-_- Have fun blogwalking! :)

xoxo, 

The Writer herself.

Pashmina's&Pins: Casual for Class

Salam:)

Well hello girlies,

I've been meaning to do this for quite some time now, and I've finally made my videoo! Yipee! 

At first I was scared to really make one considering the many vloggers out there who you are more recognized to and they themselves now are 'public figures', sorta. So anyways, I've made this one for those who've asked me or came up to me in my room or wherever(alot at college la).

This look is inspired by,..well, I don't really know. haha! A bit of this and that there, and voalah! I made it my own, I guess. However, there are some steps of this style that you may find other vloggers "doing" too. But that's just it you know. The world is pretty small.

So, you can pretty much catch me wearing this style back at UM or PASUM or just the RC areas and so on so forth. It's the easiest look! 

Plus, it's not too messy like some you've witnessed others kan? #perasanbetul 

Commento seel vo play? (:

Majlis.

Salam,

Since yesterday, our family meme dok bole duduk diye *kelantanese accent tak jadi*.

And I guess it isn't too late for me to wish a Happy Aidiladha to all Muslims, may Allah cherish your coming years with His Love and Blessings (:

Today mom dengan berjaya dan alhamdulillah-nye, berjaya mengendalikan Majlis Khatam al-Quran for my sister, Adrina. She said that this was something she wanted to do since, err. dah lama lah dia plan :) lol. So, syukur hari ni terlaksana juga. hew hew. Bak kata Mummy,

" Dulu, ibu takde nye dapat macam ni. So, Alhamdulillah lah dapat buat for your sister" 

Today's majlis involved lots and lotsa foooooddd :) 

mom and her friends, our neighbors pun.

Yeah, it's like everybody loves Raymond. except,...there's no Raymond. #tahell?

No, actually semalam lagi lah memenatkan. I was on a "masak, kemas, then masak lagi, kemas lagi" basis. Couldn't complain I guess, balik rumah pung sekali sekala meh (: And, yeah I know I'm supposed to be posting that macaroon recipe-which I will, not just yet-that some people have requested. Therefore, I apologize. There were some "technical" problems. 

Le new style le me wear, currently. Don't ask by who, I created it. Aku main lilit, pusing-pusing dan pin sendiri. 

and, VOALAH!

let me know what you think? 

*tweeting is much more efficient than wall-ing me, thanks muachs!

Finally :D

Salam :) 

First and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIVERSARY

to my dearest raisin! 

   I know we haven't been in contact, like, thoroughly due to both of our busy schedules and truthfully,

I feel sad about it :( tapi biasalah, nak SPM lagi hardcore maa, awak tu kena jaga diri elok" nak exam ni, never think that at this point, nothing is worth doing. Everything is, really. Although it might sound corny and all that I'm wishing you like this, I still hope that you do remember me at times ( lol ) and it puts me at ease knowing that someone else is there with you dekat oh Semesta SBT tuu. hew hew.

   So happy 17th dear Raz Iskandar Hakim, I hope even with your temporary 'occupation', you still would have the time to sit back and enjoy your special day :) All the best with your exam, or trials. I miss ya, hope to see you soon! 

:)

So, some might wonder where I've been hibernating for this past almost-a-month, and..some might not even care. but whatever. Heck yeah, I've been busy. Today was our second last paper, Microeconomics. 

God Only knows the relief! 

Yet again, there are still stressing matters that well, when I think about it freaks me out. This applies to from before our Final Exam week began until now -because;

1) I had my Final Project to complete.

   During this 3-week period, I think I almost went bald. yes, botak! banyak betul dugaan U__U

The task was to make an animation- hand drawn! phew, if I were DaVinci that would be lemon squeezy. However, I live in my sad sad world, reality. #sigh

So this was my very,very first animation video and as you can clearly witness, tak matang kan? 

I mean in terms of editing and shots lah whatnot. How was I to know we were to be tasked to do something that involves taking 300 shots of our own drawings? kalau tsha tahu, ada lah rasa nak bawak stand kann. sigh again.

Alhamdulillah, although I wasn't granted any awards that night or dapat title Best Animation, I was nominated for the 6 best drawings. hee :) That paid off,  I guess since this project took me 2 frickin and arsh-biting days to complete. bajet tak? hik hik *nada gedik*

2) I had my Architectural Drafting papers to redo.

Redo means to re-do the assignment, yg mana my papers were (almost all) B+, officially sad. #sobs

And I guess it was our luck that my group punya lecturer returned our assignments last minute, and there were TWELVE papers in all. Two Fridays in a row I didn't sleep sebab nak siapkan kerja and on the third friday I could only manage 3hours. plus I had this:

Extra assignments, kena buat free-hand. I tak pakai ruler yeuw, ni pung main hantam saja la. Lecturer cakap, just "copy". hmmm, :) scale tarak, apa tarak. belasah jela. Aku ikut sejibik-sejibik kertas brief tu. hew hew.

And to top it all off, tomorrow I have to submit all my assignments in one giant A2 portfolio. and we're binding it this afternoon -__-  which means, malam ni maybe tak tidur lagi sebab nak kena decorate the portfolio pulak. #sigh

Next week, Environmental Studies- LAST PAPER 

After that, ciou cincau :) 

Pray for our success too, please? InsyaAllah.

up next: Macaroon recipe and possibly a tutorial! 

Mum,

It is her birthday today, and so I texted this to her first thing :) nak call karang mcm nak makan penampaq pulak call orang malam" buta -__- so, I made effort so that she'd read it first thing in the morning before she logs into facebook (which I've already posted on her wall as well hehe, mind you).

Please excuse my non-Shakespeare-ness because I am only able to write simple corny poems which sincerely, comes from my heart :)

Salam,

Dear mother.

It's your birthday and I just want to say,

That it is through my everyday until today

I pray so that He hears what you wish for

When you blow those candles away,

That He forgives you for the mistakes you've once made.

That He cherishes His love for you & all 

That surrounds you through your decades,

That the doors of Jannah are always wide open

For you to enter as you may,

That every word you say

Provides guidance when I'm lead astray,

That your wajhah gives me inner peace

When I lose my way,

And that your voice summons harmony when

My skies are grey.

Just hold on dear mum,

For the trials will help you gain strength and on that Day,

You would have come to know that you had

The power;

The power to fight through concrete barriers all day.

To withstand our wrongs and silliness,

To endure the pain of any I've caused you to feel.

Happy anniversary dearest mum;

An endlessly working superhuman,

A hero,

A cure to the sick,

A model to most entitled son or daughter,

A beating heart to anyone else whom celebrates and embraces

along with appreciation of the love and care they've been sprayed with since,

The happiness to the sad,

The companion to the lonely,

The lover to the loved.

With love,

your daughter.

Know when she says no.

Salam :)

Harlo, this entry is for the guys out there with those cheesy pick-up lines (because my friend just recently was haunted by a guy who's friggin into her and he tells the whole world about it). eh, no. Cross that, this is for the guys out there with the wrong moves. 

Moves That Aren't Like Jagger

1. When you like her, you straight away make a move and because your moves are so not like Jagger, you will fail, so to receive the absolute "depressing & sad" response.
2. When you like her, you tell the gooddamn world so (refer above), this only adds to the virtual distance between you and her and getting together. kesian.
3. When you like her, you act all 'cool' and 'macho' in front of her,
4. Yet behind some girls' backs you talk crap and disses her/them like crazayy.
5. When you like her, you talk about every single awwwsum thing about you to impress her and she ain't even carin. lol.
6. When you like her, you like someone else too.
7. You like her, but your ego is bigger than your bootay =,=
8. When you like her, you like all her facebook photos by giving "interesting" comments i.e. 

# u so kiut lah!

#heyyy prettay, wanna get jiggy wit meh?

#aww, u went to Giant and tak ajak I? mewajuwk lawhh :(

maigad.

These are only the few things I notice, there are more. just bear in mind yah? ;)

animation, whaat?

salam :)

Berkurun sudah daku meninggalkan kau, and there are several reasons to that. However, I find that it isn't necessary to say how so. So, without further adue let us move on <-- what the crap. 

   I am currently working on my final project for this semester which cuts 40 marks from my entire "portfolio" nanti which furthermore is hand-in required in order for me to bust myself into the design group. Please oh please, God help me out :S 

   I see no future for me IF (may it be true not *Shakespeare tone) I had been put into the non-design group as I would kill the ducks and cats here at 12th college if I must considering the fact that I would have to face new courses accounting Principles of Accounting, Laws and yedda yedda. Therefore, pleasee dear oh darling readers of mine. Thy prayers shall be of big assistance and gratitude :) end of Shakespeare tone. smiley face. 

My storyboard got a good review so far, from tutor "Razman-husband-of-actress-Nadiyatul"

I know, how cool is that? the actress part lah =="

okay, tang ni bukan cheq lukis.

 signature: Azhari Mohd Fuzi 

haha, I capub u. sorray!

GET OVER IT SISTAH ! (updated)

salam :)

The title for this post is actually, or simply my main point is:

 Don't Hate Your Ex-bf and His Current Ehem 

   Separation is a natural or lumrah matter. Setiap yang datang itu akan pergi, setiap yang pergi itu akan kembali semula. Okay, maybe the second part of the phrase sounds a bit off but you know what I mean. AND setiap yang hidup itu akan mati. So from this, different people tend to interpret it differently. From how I see it, yang "hidup" itu tak semestinya a living thing, however it is still a noun. Yang "hidup" itu does not directly or necessarily refer to human beings, plants nor animals. Relationships are also "living" things, and so when it dies tak patutlah awak nak menangis macam org gila hobo mana entah because that would be entirely inappropriate.

Anywhoo, if you do experience a tragic breakup- let me tell you girlfriend, 

C.H.I.L.L. seriously, cool it. 

   Don't cry tremendously (cuz your face will look totally buruk, trust me. cuz I do) and that there are another 3,248,080,000 males you can smile to :)  hee. nampak macam I ni factual tak? BLEEHHHhehehe. bajet je tu, tp betul lah. It is that number approximately that males cover up from the entire population of the world. But if you have that special someone currently, just cherish the lurrrveee. cehh, mehehe ^^ and don't argue over silly things. However if you do, don't dwell. You'll look back to think that it was something really stupid to fight about, trust mehh :)

   Kenapa perlunya seseorang girl itu membenci tak suka yang amat amat amat sangat ex-boyfie dy? okay, the other way around memang lah ada, but I'm only scoping on the female side rite now. I don't mean that I hate my ex-boyfie cuz I really don't. but it's common that I see this as a typical after-break-up erm, thing. 

   Kammon lah gerlpren, don't be like that maa. I mean, what EXACTLY did he do to make you hate him so much? He killed your mom? your cat? no lemme guess, he broke your nail!?

You see, to hate him after your seperation only portrays how an amateur you are, tak matang. If it's ended, then move on.

FORGIVE AND FORGET.

One thing of which not many people truly understand is the term forgive.

To forgive doesn't mean you're asking for him to come back crawling to you and ask for a second chance. No, wrong sangat. Forgiving is not that you accept all that he did wrong to you and let him go by just like that. 

To forgive is to put everything that's happened behind and just keep moving forward. end.

-sources: The Oprah Winfrey Show-

   Another typical Malay problem (among teens especially), the girl, yg dah kena dump tu; 

1. tak puas hati dgn ex-bf  and then ada jugak yang 
2. pergi benci sekali present girlfriend si ex-nye tu. ya ALLAH.

Maigad nyah, please don't okay?. I think the easiest way to just "let it go" is to try to be a teeeeeeny bit more empathetic. really, would YOU want something like that happening to you? kau baru dgn seorg guy ni, and out of the blue his ex-girlfriend frickin hates you.  Imagine yourself going through that! -__-

End of the world? haha. no, try not to be like that kay darling-darlings out there? Sebagai club-member "Kaum Hawa", don't lower your self-value down as well as along with the rest of the club members' self-values sekali. Look in the mirror, and re-think the benefits of you doing so to others? Ada ke faedah kau nak benci-membenci orang lain? Let me give a hint: NO. k, taa.

sakan beraya?

Salam :)

Alhamdulillah, syukur dengan nikmat-Nya I made it through a whole 29 days of fasting (ceh padahal konpem konpem tak sampai pung 29 hari tu -__-)  and now it's Syawal baby! weweeweeee! :D :D

Two years we didn't celebrate Eidulfitri with the rest of our cousins, uncles and aunts but tahun ni dapat! Ye, saya tahu ni dah raya ke-brape dah? err.,but that only proves more how we cucu-cucu kedua" arwah Hj Mohd. Ali dan Hj Shaharan know how to rock on raya! hew hew. 

No actually, tak pun. kami raya bersederhana. orang lain pulak yg kata kami "raya sakan".

sakan sangat kah? nehhh.

okay maybe yg ni SIKIT lah, I just had to jump on the mini trampoline with acap jugak! ^_^

Personally, I think 2011 is one raya where we don't sakan-sakan beraya when compared to all the other past-years celebrations lah. How we raya; sehari ada lah nak dekat 10 buah rumah kitorg mengunjung. Ini serious okay, meme ada nak sampai sepulo maa. apatah lagi raya dekat Rembau, or Kuala Pilah tu. mak ai nyah, ado sangat mato ekau songkang smpai 3-4 pagi eh! den tak tipu!

-gambar contoh-

Dah, so now my parents dah balik bumi kenyalang balik and I'm left all aloooooooooonnnnee :( 

undeniably, forever alone lah kau ni tasha. 

face it.

and I had a great time at last night's BBQ, thanks dear ♥
right! kita lupa nak bergambar. AGAIN == 

haww, gambar raya takde :'(